A Special Message for You 💖

💌 Love Message

hi gab, you’re offline now, and I don’t even know if you’re sleeping, but I guess this is my only chance to say everything I’ve been holding back. I’ve kept so much inside, and it’s getting heavier every day; I just need to let it out. since you came into my life, everything changed. before, my life felt dull and colorless. I was just existing. but when you arrived, everything felt lighter. suddenly, I had a reason to wake up every morning and a reason to smile, even when I was exhausted. you probably don’t realize this, but you added color to my life without even trying. I still remember those first weeks clearly when I was trying to hide my feelings. for one whole month, I kept it to myself. I thought I could pretend, but every time we talked or I saw you, my heart raced faster than my thoughts. then, on July 29, I confessed. gab, I was so scared that day. my hands were shaking, my heart was pounding, and my mind was screaming at me to stop, but my heart couldn’t stay quiet anymore. honestly, I didn’t expect anything. I didn’t even hope for a yes. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me. when you chose to stay, when you chose friendship instead of walking away, I can’t explain how much that meant to me. it felt like I was ready to lose someone, but you still decided to stay. I’m so grateful you did. but gab, even after all this time, my feelings never changed. they are still the same. the way I liked you before, the way I loved you from the start, it’s all still here. no matter how much I try to act okay or keep it cool, my heart still chooses you. I thought maybe accepting friendship would make my feelings fade, but no. every day I wake up, and every day, I still find myself thinking of you. sometimes I hate it. I hate that I can’t control how I feel. I hate that I care so much. I hate that even when I shouldn’t expect anything, I still hope, even just a little. but most of all, I hate that you have this effect on me without knowing it. you make me smile without trying; you lighten my day without doing anything, and that’s why it’s so hard to let go. you don’t know how much you saved me, gab. before you, I was drained, tired, and close to giving up. I felt like I was drowning in my thoughts. but then you came—like an unexpected light. you were someone I didn’t even know I needed until you were there. you brought back the smiles and laughs I thought I lost forever. maybe you’ll never see it, maybe you’ll never know the impact you’ve had on my life, but I swear… you made me want to stay. gab, thank you. thank you for existing. thank you for staying, even when things could’ve been awkward. thank you for letting me care about you, even when it hurts sometimes. I’m sorry—sorry if my feelings ever made things heavy, sorry if I made you uncomfortable, sorry if I made you feel pressured. I never wanted you to feel that way. I just can’t stop feeling this way about you. I don’t know if things will change someday. I don’t know if we’ll ever get a chance. right now, all I know is that I’m happy you’re here. even if it’s just as a friend, even if it’s not how I dreamed it would be. iloveyou, gab. in ways I can’t explain, in ways I can’t put into words. iloveyou in silence, in patience, in staying, in choosing you over and over—even when I know you can’t choose me back. mwaaaaa

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July 25, 2025

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